Monday, December 5, 2011


Okay this not some kind of topic everyone would love, but this surely will hit everyone.
I am not losing anyone that so close to me, but my parents did.
Surprisingly it's happen one after one. 
Firstly  it was my mother relatives, her uncle a.k.a my granddad . He was crushed by a lorry. Such a poor way to die. May Him R.I.P
Secondly my father relatives, her aunt a.k.a my granny. This is very shocked to my father and his entire family. Most sadly, she is died alone at home. May Allah bless her.
Thirdly is my uncle mother in law. She had been paralyzed for a long time as actually I don't even know how long . Maybe her time has arrived.Thanks God, now she has no more pain.
Fourthly my father's cousins, this one I do not know what story I should tell about and still there is another cousins of my father currently in a critical situation. I know he will survived. He have to.

Why I am telling a death story, perhaps because my family have been a long time didn't hit by a death news. Most of this news came just like that. It was an accident, sudden death, longtime sickness that became cause of death, but what I believed is God has called them, and it such an honored to leave this world with full dignity and knowing the fact that there is so many people love you, God has love you more.

Death just remind me that every thing will be ended one day and you must live it while you still alive.
p/s : All good thing a coming to me everyday. Love has no limitation, Give more love everyday....

Monday, October 31, 2011

Random post

I am living in a new surrounding, almost one and half year, maybe I shouldn't say it new. This life bring me to the new universe, learning that an atmosphere sometime full with a black cloud and you were missing those day where you hated the sun at most.

Just in a slightly few month I won't be 18 anymore, dunno whether it's a great feeling or well I exactly dunno what feeling should I carry for this next number of 18.

This lately my night was not very pleasant to fall in sleep. Brain spinning like it never want to stop, keep praying to God so that I can get sleep, but then I still not. It's tiring actually. I am exhausted with all my stupid thought.

Nothing remain the same for every second, yourself is changing, and suddenly you herd shocked accident happen in your hometown, it was devastated cause you missing that place so badly while pray may everything gonna be fine at the end.

Along this journey, you face some hard time, though you never stop. I thank you for that, for still never give up, for have faith in yourself and your surrounding. This is never stop, and I am willing to learn for every second.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Suatu Ketika

Dulu waktu aku tingkatan 3 atau 5 ( aku pun sudah lupa) aku selalu ada kelas tambahan sampai petang, so nda komfom la jam brapa baru balik, so aku akan pergi kol bapa aku guna public pon kat sekolah then aku akan cakap ambil aku d Pekan Goshen ( saya sangat menghargai kewujudan pekan ini....haha), even bapa aku boleh ambil aku dekat sekolah, saja aku minta ambil d Pekan Goshen psal aku maw jalan-jalan.

Alkisahnya Pekan Goshen ni nda la terlalu hebat, tapi cukuplah ada Su Chung, Alif Store, Kedai Y& L milik si Fei Mau n banyak lagi bla-bla, ( malas maw tulis sini )... ini suda cukup bagi kamu orang Kota Marudu. Kedai yg aku selalu masuk antaranya ialah seperti biasa Y&L, aku bukannya banyak duit pun, saja aku maw cuci mata.

Satu ari tu aku masuk kedai tu duit aku hanya 20 sen....haha, tapi aku buat2 macam ada RM 20...hehe, buli pula tu minta pekerja tulung ambil baju.

' Kak, tulung ambil baju tu, sya maw tingu...( dengan nada yakin, macam maw membeli)'
' Nah dik.... ( then aku tingu2 sekejap, ooo berapa arganya, takkan 20 sen, haha... aku saja tanya arga...)'
'oooo bah simpan dlu r, sya maw tingu yg lain lgi ' then trus keluar kedai....

Bapak gua suda datang...hehe

Thursday, September 29, 2011


I always scared though my life has been better than before

What to scared... seriously I have no idea
but this feeling never leaves me...
Trying harder to escape, but still there is no way out
So what now, Well I have to put this as my faith
 I still have my God, that the only thing left

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Nothing Much to post

Yesterday night I just new got back to this collage after 10 most amazing day preparing for the Independence and Malaysia day . We all 2300 Merdeka choir team from 10 different Teacher Trainee collage in Peninsular Malaysia and most proud to say from different culture... Got too many Sabahan and Sarawakian there... hehe, I am so happy meet my hometown people,  stayed at Putrajaya for ten days, not enough sleep but every second is wonderful. I am just grateful being part of this amazing experience.

A lot of thing happened around, 21 August as I recall I left a massage on my shoutmix that I won't be able to post anything around  2 week....and now it's almost 1 month already ....no new topic, it's not like I've got  thousand readers  waiting for my next post but still its awkward when u have blog and didn't posted anything almost a month, right.

Too many thing is waiting to be  posted here,  Before Raya, the Raya, Before Merdeka day, the Merdeka day, the assignment, and this weekend, the badminton talk.... OMG....what a hectic my life is... I am trying to find a little space... and this the only moment I've got....as soon as possible when everything is done, maybe the Deepavali Holiday.... I am looking forward to post something.....

A little bit about the Independence a.k.a Merdeka day.... It's awesome, amazing, full of enjoyment..... Gosh... Its feel so good rapping on the second highest stage and listening a great credit from minister,knowing that we have  made an history..... We beat KOREA maaaa....haha ..... We perform the Human Graphic just training in 10 days.... still all visitor came every night and portrayed their ahahah moment.... KOREA done it in 5 month.... I am feeling good.... It's feel million bucks.... :)

 I was involved here, the Merdeka Day human graphic,  it's was so much fun 

Till then.... I'll post again.... no so soon 

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Bah mari kita ketawa dulu....haha

Befesbuk ba kunun tadi trus sya tjumpa ni, haha.... c sharon Olga ba yg jumpa ni, jadi sya pun maw share la kunun....( at least benda ni kasi ketawa sya time petang2 yang indah menunggu buka puasa ni)

note: first time buat entri kurang lima minit, credit r utk yg buat, even sya tdk kanal ko pun.... 

ARAHAN: sila baca guna bahasa Sabah... hehe

1. Bila org nampak ko baring tutup mata:   S: Ko tidur kah? Z: Tdk la, sia training mcm mana mau mati bah..
 2. Imagine ko bawa bawa tv ko yg rusak pi technician bikin n dia masi juga tanya: S: Mau kasi bagus kah ni tv? Z: Tdk la,sia buring ba,jadi sia bawa la tv sia pi jln2 sini.  

 3. Bila time hujan kwn ko nampak ko kluar,dia tanya: S: Ko kluar time hujan ni?Z: Eh ndak la,hujan yg naaaanti baru sia kluar.   

4. Time ko baru bangun tidur, ada orang tnya: S: Ko bangun sdh?Z: Ish tida la, sia tidur sambil jalan bah ni! sambil mengigau.. huhu 

 5. Kawan ko call fon ruma ko: S: Mana ko?Z: Entah.. di sebelah ko kalik!!  

 6. Diorang nampak ko kluar dari bilik mandi basah2: S: Ko baru mandi kah?Z: Manada, sia jatuh dlm lubang jamban bah!  

 7. Ko bediri di dlm lift di tingkat paling bawah sdh, diorang tanya: S: Going up kah?Z: Eh ndak la,sia tangah tunggu apartment sia turun bah ni.  

 8. Sia pi ruma GF sia bawa 1jambak bunga. And dia masi juga mau tanya: S: Eeeh,bunga ka tu?Z: Tdk la honey! Paku-pakis sama kubis bah ni.  

 9. Ko di dlm toilet, pintu bekunci, trus ada org katuk pintu n dia tanya: S: Ada urang kah?Z: (Suara Kiut)Teda urang! Taik bah yang becakap ni!!! ~PEAcE~///

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Most Amazing States in Malaysia

Post ini hanyalah bertujuan untuk memberi maklumat, mungkin ada yang tidak setuju dan mungkin ada juga yang akan cakap.... ala... negeri dia mestilah dia maw bagi up kan, well memang betul, kalau bukan aku jadi siapa lagi yang bagi kan.  On the other side pla aku rasa ramai juga yang akan setuju dengan pemilihan SABAH Negeri di Bawah Bayu sebagai negeri teramazing n cantik di Malaysia. Aku pilih bukan suka-suka, tapi selepas tinggal di semenanjung ni lebih kurang setahun, ramai jugalah orang semenanjung yang maw pergi Sabah. Tu baru orang semenanjung, belum lagi Mat Saleh yang berlambak di aiport KL tu, pas tu kalau kat aiport KK pula berlambak orang dari Korea, China, n Japan yg direct flight dri negeri masing-masing ke KK.

I specially posted this to show my love towards  Sabah Below the Wind, my beautiful hometown, I love to share with people about this amazing spectacular place, it may sound exaggerated but this is the truth. I would like to welcome the whole world to came here cause you won't regret it, but you gonna fall in love with the scenery, island,jungle, food, culture and many more. So lets check it out

Sabah got the best island and beaches in the world , Sipadan,Layang-layang, Mabul, Langkayan, Mantanani, Tiga ( first time Survivor broadcast is here), Manukan, Sibuan, Kapalai, Memutik, Gaya ( We got more but this is the famous one)

1. Sipadan Island

 2. Mantanani Island ( The Mermaid Island )

3. Memutik Island

4. Tiga Island

                              ( I personally don't think I should mention the Survivor again, right )

Ok stop there with the beaches, sand and Island, cause there is a lot more to explore. Sabah Tropical rainforest was spectacular. Its start with the Kinabalu Mountains, the highest mountains in South east Asia

1. Kinabalu Mountain

2. Ranau, Kundasang ( Golden Kundasang Highland )

                                               ( Its Sabah, not New Zealand okay )

( Tagal Sungai Moroli, Kampung Luanti Fish massage, u should never miss this once u reach Kundasang )

                                  ( This one also not in Switzerland or somewhere else in Europe )

  3. Maliau Basin ( Sabah's Lost World)

                                                                  4. Danum Valley 

5. The Tip of Borneo

               Winds are strong here in June to October but in the winter months tajau laut is strongest

                                                                   6. Padas Rafting

                                      7. Orang Utan Sepilok Rehabilitation Centre

8. Gaya Street (Street market, we often called it Tamu in Sabahan language ). You can get everything here, from the tasteful local fruit, super fresh local vegetable and seafood ( if u intent to cook yourself ), the craft, pearl, local Sabahan food, flower, sarong, just name it. You will found it here.

                                           ( You won't believe how much this old stuff cost )

                                                           The craft and the pearl

                                                      9. Tenom Agricultural Park

Okay enough with the beautiful places because not only that make your vacation feels like billion bucks here but the food, I mean real food, the seafood, super fresh vegetable, local fruit,street market food, the culture and a lot more.

1. Seafood, well don't get jealous with the Sabahan, we never accept frozen seafood, most of us want straight away form the sea. You can get fresh seafood from everywhere, if u right now in the main city of Sabah, Kota Kinabalu, I suggest to take a break at Tajung Aru beaches, here u got the scenery, the food, coconut juice and everything.

This is Tanjung Aru food court , very simple just with a square table and plastic chair but the food is super duper first class. The best time here is at night. That lobster there only costs Rm 8-10.

                      The pickles is my favorite part , they got everything. 
See, first class reservation here..... Fells like I wanna be there right now

2. My Favorite street food

Chicken wing Barbecue, wherever street market u go in Sabah, doesn't matter night or morning u will found this, its all taste and look the same, GEEEZ.... its taste perfect, the ingredients mixed very well, its like the art of Sabahan local street food. Its cost Rm 1.50 ( Kalau kat semenanjung orang panggil kepak ayam atau ayam bakar madu, kira special la kononnya, kalau di sabah, di mana2 pun ada jual n dia hanya tulis sayap ayam, madu tu kira bahan wajib la...)

Long time ago this Kelapa Bakar ( Burn Coconut juice) kinda popular, but nowadays rarely to find it, but there is still some people keep selling it. I myself honestly never taste it but most people claim it very delicious.

This one is Jagung bakar a.k.a grilled maize I guess, huhu, i don't even know the name in English. Some maize is grilled after cleaned but this one is fresh from the harvest . Its taste sweet, well it is sweet corn. 

Have u seen this fruit before, we call it Tarap, in Philippines it called Marang. I believe most of u never taste this fruit. Its taste sweet and the smells very strong. I still remember when I was kid my dad used to fried it coated with flour.There is a lot more food to talk about. But i want to talk about cultural celebration.

Here we got the Kaamatan celebration which is the most popular, many people came from around the world to celebrate it even the Mat Saleh. This celebration is for the spirit of paddy, kinda a thankful for paddy to feed people.

The most popular even in Kaamatan is Unduk Ngadau a.k.a Beauty Contest 

Every year in Sabah we got Sabah Dragon Boat Race. This is differ with the Regata one and Powerboat race

Before they start the Dragon Boat race, its start with beating the Chinese drum.

Water Festival, Regatta Lepa is a celebration in Semporna distric every April each year. Its a celebration where the native Bajau Semporna will compete each other about their most beautiful sailboat decoration. It is most colorful event. The competition also followed with a cultural show such as traditional dances from maiden and kid.

The sailboat

                                                                Traditional dance

                                                            Its decorated beautifully

Lets move on to the powerboat race. The day I am leaving Sabah ( months ago) is the time they were compete. I really hope one day I'll be able to watch this people race with their boat.

                               Last but not least is the flora and fauna. I proudly present u this

This is Tuhau (google for more info ), we don't used to eat this way but we chop it turn into very small pieces, Sabahan used to make Tuhau pickle an keep it in fridge 

                                                                     Red Durian

                          Bambangan fruit, we used to make it as pickles, Most Sabahan love pickle..... 

Even tough Sabah are most popular with the nature beauty, unique culture, seafood, beaches and island but I am sure some of would love to have high class shopping experience here, personally I would recommend 1 Borneo Shopping Complex, Center Point Shopping Complex, Plaza Wawasan, KK Plaza and Karamunsing Shopping Complex 

Besides everything that I mention above, I few places here that must visit whenever u reach Sabah

1. Lok Kawi Wildlife Park
2.Likas Bird Sanctuary
3. Kinabatangan Rivers  
4.Monsopiad Cultural Village
5. Museum 
6. Sabah Tea Garden
7. Poring Hot Spring
8. Labuk Bay Proboscis 
9. Tuaran Crocodile Farm
10. Tamu Besar Kota Belud

Happy Visiting Sabah, Land below the wind.....

p/s: Besides Sabah, I personally think Sarawak also one of the most beautiful states, I been there once but didn't have time to explore much, I also suggest u Melaka even I never been there. Sorry for the broken English....huhu... 

Saturday, June 25, 2011


Sorry for this really late holiday updates. This semester break feels  like a million bucks . Having free vacation in my hometown, HOME SWEET HOME MOOD 
( vs HOMESICK right now), sleep in your own bed, delicious food all around u, amazing taste of local fruit, its pineapple season, and I am like crazy, reunion with former classmate, youngest cousin birthday party and bla, bla, bla,bla......I am just having fun. I am not in a mood to make an essay about holiday, so I left u with this memorable picture.....

1. Reunion

The Girls 

We and The Jagung.... Haha

Seriously I like this pic

2. Eat, Food n Fruits....

                                          My cook, my mum and the restaurant

Just name it, I have it all during holiday, chicken soup, mee bandung, mee basah, chicken wing street market, nasi goreng kerabu, cake, fresh seafood .... oooh, I love prawn. It feel wonderful when u cook for u parents and they just enjoy it.

3. Father and daughter (cousin ) birthday party

Birthday Girl .... Smiley

My Youngest sister n her

Birthday Cake .... its fresh cream

Father and daughter

They have a different born day but we celebrate it together, Just simple celebration but KFC just make it grand.... MAYBE.....haha. She is sweet girl.

3. I touch dead Batik python

                                            How Skeptic and Phobia we are
                                               even the python already dead
                                             We still put him in a cage....HOHO

                             My Brother, he kill it at midnight like 2 a.m I guess
                                   after realize his pet (chicken) sound weird 

                              I still wanna touch it cause I never had .....yuck,
                                      its heavy even only half of its body

My cousins and my sibling, we fight at home, play badminton, celebrating birthday party and shopping...haha, They just cheer my holiday.....

ok guys, that all for today, My Hari Raya coming home countdown is start already..... Balik Kampung....ooooo Balik Kampung.... Have a nice day everyone....